A moody day

Today’s exam was Basic Accounting. It was on 9a.m.
I woke up on 6a.m to review the entire chapters. But I was very sleepy because I slept at one something last night.
I push myself hardly to concentrate on the slides and memorize all the formulas.
Unfortunately I couldn’t finish up all the chapter in just an hour.
Since my carry marks for this subject is quite high, I was not worrying about it until I got the exam paper.
All the question was very hard for me, I started to feel scared.
Things happened to be worst when I felt sick during the examination. The main reason was I suffering from lack of sleep. I could felt fire burning in my body but in the same time the environment of the examination hall was chilled. This makes me couldn’t concentrate on the exam.
I couldn’t remember the formula at all. Consequently, there were 20++ question which I put it blank. I feel really scared. The 1st time I left out so many questions among all the exam I have sat before.
I was aiming to score A for this subject. But my dream was spoiled.
This made me feel moody all the day.


I took a nap and it lasted for two hours. Then I watched a funny movie because I have no mood to study. The movie was really funny. Laughing could really lifted me up and put aside the sad feelings.


Wish me good luck for the rest of the exam paper.

Je t'adore

I wish each day will be night time, I pray if it could be no day time.
This is because you only free to entertain me on night time. You will only contact me on night time.
The day time seems to be one year for me. Or it could be more than a year sometimes.
You don't know how disappointed I am when I did not hear from you at night.
My eyes keep on starring on the phone's screen as I am afraid that I have miss out the rings when your message comes.


I understand you are busy with work everyday. So I won't angry with you.
I just blame myself for continuing miss you all the time. My mind is full of imagination of you.
I imagine our outing, our future, and some ridiculous dream, there may no possibility to happen but I am hoping it will comes true one day.


I am wondering whether you miss me too. I am wondering whether I come to your mind even just a second in a whole day long.
It just need to be a second, because a second would bright me up for a day!


I wishing you to pass each day with happiness, with joy and bright smile.
Everyday will be a good day for you!

A new ME..!

It has been two years after my last blog, anything has changed to Fow Shiew Mun?

I don't know...


May be my hairstyle has changed, my clothing has different from last time (at least a little bit matured now), or may be I have grown up a little bit, I mean in the way of mentally.
But nothing has changed to my life!




Because...




I am till being a student of UUM...
Bored student life!!





But...





This gonna to end soon! In just a week time...!
I will be graduate after nine days! YEAHHH!!!!
My long waiting day has finally come...
I hope a CHANGED in my life!




I wish to enter working life as I have been a student for 17 years since I was in kindergarten.
Although many say that working life is not good, many politic issue in office, or may get frame and island by colleague... but I am still having eager feeling to try it! ^.^





I wish I can get a good job with high pay and good remuneration package so that I could provide a better life for my family, for my parents.
I believe they have long wait for the day to come too.
They have been waiting for me to graduate, so that I have my own career and learn to be independent.
Don't worry, mom and dad, I won't be your burden soon but in the other way round!
I promised will take good care of you!
I wish I could bring you to travel in other countries which you have been dreaming for, such as Japan, Korea, Rome, and other western countries.






As student life going to end soon, many things pop up in my mind especially all the memories in UUM here.
There were sweet and happy memories, and sure some of them were bitter.
I am glad to know Ying Nee and Soo Huah who have been my buddies here for three years.
They brought me a lot of fun, crazy and unforgettable memories.
We have been the same lecture for three years, most of the time we were sticking together.
We have left our foot prints in every corner of UUM.
Each time you see one of us, there will sure be others two around. ^.^
Thank you for being my friends and be part of good memories in my life.
I will treasure our friendship in my heart.




I have moved to DPP Muamalat in semester four where I met my three cute roommates.
I am luckily to have them as my roommates especially Ah Liao.
She is also my good buddy here. She is a nice roommate and nice soul mate.
She would always by my side whenever I have problem and she always console me whenever I am down.
Although we are going to separate soon, but I am sure we will meeting and contacting each other in the future.
This is because I appreciate our friendship.
You will be a life time friend. I promised.




Wei Ling, my another pretty roommate, who is good to be friend with too.
She is a good buddy but always put things inside herself. She rarely tells us her problem.
Ling, you need to speak out your problem or find someone to release the moody when you have problem. Don't put all inside the heart or else it's gonna be full and break down soon.
I hope you will be happy always.
Keep in touch so that I could update about you next time. ^.^



Xiu Xiu, i hope you will find a good job and do whatever you wish to accomplish.
Sure you will happy always too! ^.^
Don't forget about me if you meet me next time. hehe...




It is 2.30 a.m. and I have a date with Mr. Chow.
Good night. Wish myself for a good day tomorrow! ^.^

My First Time…

20^th October 2008, 2.59pm

Tired…but FUUUUUUN!!!! Feels like being a model today! Two professional photographer (actually they do not work as photographer but just having fever on photography and finding models to release their addiction!) help me to take photos in Kellie Castle! I was too nervous until I couldn’t sleep well yesterday because this is my first time! Beside nervous, I feel scared too…since I never meet with them before! I got to know them through online. At first, I read through a bulletin posted by a photographer saying that he is looking for model for taking photograph! Besides personal photos, he also takes photo for friends, couple or any event such as wedding dinner, exhibition and functions. He also shows photos he has been taken before. Those photos were nice! I was having conflict whether want to ask them to take photos for me. The reason I do not want was I scared that they are bad people who graph my head to a naked body and post it online. While the reason I wish to be their model was I really impressed with their photography technique and the way they do editing to the photos! If you are not believe with me you can go to these link http://baobaolong.multiply.com/ and http://picasaweb.google.com.tw/CheeWailoh.

At the end of the conflict, I finally chose to have a try on it! This is because I impressed on them more than I scared them. I hope I can be the character of their beautiful photos! Their super work made me feel less suspicious on them! So I agree to be their model and chose to have photography session today at Kellie Castle! My first impression on them was friendly and nice! There are 3 persons, Chee Wai, his sister, Pui Kwan and his brother in law, Yee Loon where Yee Loon is Pui Kwan husband! At first I feel abashment and did not posed naturally. But after warming up I can interact well with them! The photography session lasts for two hours. Now I am waiting eagerly to see the result!!

I think today would be a highlight of my semester break holiday! ^.^

Job's News

7^th November, 12.22pm

Five more days to go before having exam on 12th and I decided to finish up my revision for Intermediate Microeconomic today…But I got a bad news this morning!! I have failed in the interview for Spring Festival 2009 and do not selected for bureau leader! I am very down… It was unexpected! I thought my percentage to be successful in that interview was higher than others interviewee since I have been in Moon Cake Festival. “Do not put too much expectation on something otherwise you will be in deep despair if it turns to the opposite of what you had expected!” For this time I totally agreed with this aphorism. I couldn’t put my attention on study now. My mind is full of “WHY? WHY? WHY? What is the reason I have not been selected as bureau leader?” I think the answer would not be revealed forever… Rationally, I know that I should not be dilemma by this Job’s news for a long time. At least not more than one day because I have no more time to waste now! And it’s already a fact! I could do nothing to change it! The most important thing is I can’t let it to influent my final exam…

One day out in UUM!!

2 November 2008, 11:59pm

Wooh!! I have a great day today! Wai Yee asked me out with her friends and we really enjoy the day!! We started off our hang out today on 10:20am. There were four of us: Wai Yee, Wai Mun, Joe and me! Joe and Wai Mun are Wai Yee’s friend whom I just got to know today! We rented a car and it was driven by Joe. About 11am we reach our 1^st destination—Alor Setar. We had brunch at Secret Recipe. At first I was feeling a little bit strangeness towards Joe and Wai Mun since I just be friend with them. But I’m also trying to mingle around with them! Then we went to karaoke in Alor Setar Mall. It’s been a long time I have not go for karaoke and unexpectedly I had it in Alor Setar Mall after that long period! And surprisingly I have fun! The facilities and environment in that E-Box was not as bad as I thought. During the four hours singing time I have more interaction with my new friends and we become closer! It made me feel more comfortable to be with them! We singing together, joking, laughing and took photograph together! And I found out Wai Yee can sing quiet well! ^.^

After that we shopping at the mall and bought some daily necessity. It’s nearly 6pm and our stomach has started to whisk. So we went dinner at kampung Siam ( a Thai restaurant ) which located in Jitra. It’s been a long time I wish to taste the Tom Yam’s soup there because of it’s well known among UUM students. Finally I can really taste it by my mouth compared to last time I could only heard it by my ears. ^.^ It taste really good!! Yummy!! We finish filling our stomach on 8pm and we continue to our next stop— movie! We went for a scary movie in Jitra mall! The movie is called Flight Of The Dead! The movie is interesting but the cinema is too cold. It chilled us deeply into our heart! Although I can hardly bear the coldness but I am still happy during the movie! We find it interesting when most part of the movie really frightened us! And we laugh together!

Today made me realized that sometimes an unexpected dated out would lift up our mood. Sometimes thing turn out to be the opposite site of what we thought of! It is just like today, I thought it would be a money wasting and boring date since I go out with two friends whom I am not really close to! But it came up differently! It’s really surprised that I really have fun when going out with them! ^.^ So we shouldn’t be too sure when we judge on something because sometimes it may turn up differently.

Was it dream?

I don’t really want that to happen… But in my dream, it is not in line with my reality thinking! Anything can be happen in a dream.

Or… Only dream does show the real of my own? Does dream reflects and shows out all the things which I run away in the real life? But may be the things I am running away are actually what I want from the deep of my heart…? I don’t know…

I went to KL with Fish and met with him again…

I was in a car and I was sitting at the driver seat of his car. He was sitting behind of my driver seat, Fish was sitting on his left hand side, big Fish and Ling was sitting next to Fish. And the one who sat at the front seat was Kei. I was very excited! I am in my favourite long sleeve’s peach colour shirt and short pant! I My hair was half tied and little front hair was clip up. We are going to have fun in karaoke! I am the one who should be driving that time but he changed the car control to his seat since I didn’t seem to give him back the driver seat! I think I was too agitate until I forgot the one who are not going to drive should not possess the driver seat! Hehe… And he also didn’t ask me to sit at the back seat. That car was special because the steering can be control by whether people at the driver seat or the one behind the driver seat! It was feeling good when sitting on the driver seat but needs not to drive! He drove to my house 1^st. Fish and I was wondering why… then he told me to bring along my jacket so that I won’t be getting cold in the k-room later. My heart was sweet and the others were smiling (laughing in their hearts) to me! But I don’t mind about that since he is so scrupulosity to me! Then we went to his house and I was amazed by the phenomenon outside his house! There was a mountain beside his house and that mountain was full of Indian! They seem doing their prayer on that mountain. Oh! It was Deepavali and all the Indian were doing their prayer on the ‘黑风洞’! Then only I know that the ‘黑风洞’ which I have been amazed of and thinking to have a visit on it for a long time just situated near to his house! I suggested that we climb to the top of the mountain together and they also agreed with that! On the way to karaoke, we have a joke on Ling but she don’t know about that! Haha… The spectacle she wore was very funny! It was in a round shape! We whispered that from one to another except her! Then we laughed together!

On the other day…..

We reached at the foot of the mountain. From the back he put his chin on my shoulder and told me something. He had whispered something to my ear but I forgot what it was! I only knew it was a sweet thing! My heart beats very fast that time! It seems something burnt on my cheeks!

After got down from the car, we started off our journey to the top of the mountain! When we were walking up the stairs, he suddenly lifted me up from behind using his hands under my oxter! He gave me a shocked! I couldn’t believe that he could hold me up since I am very heavy! I don’t know why he did that! Was he trying to surprise me? He really does…

We finally reached on the top. The distance was not as far as I thought…

We were happy because we had made it!

I merely heard some sounds of my parents. I opened my eyes…