I board 10a.m. bus in Changlun today.
Woke up in 8a.m to do final preparation before leaving my room, leaving UUM campus, leaving all my uni friends here.
On 2007, I leave my hometown and got into this big community, mixed with the people inside, got along and built strong relationship with them.
In just 3 years time, I gain really lots of memories.
No matter sweet or bitter.
All I will treasure in my heart forever.
I learn a lot too.
Learn how to be a royal friend.
Learn how to negotiate with friend.
Learn to be patient.
On 2010, I walk out from this community and back to my hometown.
I am wondering what kind of community I will join in the near future.
Work community?
I don't know.
I also wondering when I will be leaving "that" community.
In 2 years, or 10 years?
Is this the rule of life?
We always joining and leaving different communities, and in the end there will be a final community which we called "home".
We will have our own family and growing with our children.
We won't leave our home until our life has go to the end.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
FINALLY~~~
wooh.....! Finally my last paper has past. The last exam in my university life has end. My university life has come to the end.
Now is 2.30a.m, I will be leaving here in seven hours later.
At the seven hours before I leave, many feelings stir together in my heart.
Supposed I be very happy and can't wait to leave this jungle, but when the moment really came, the feeling is different from what I have expected before.
I am feeling sad and reluctant to leave my friends here.
Soo Huah just message told me that she cries after watch the video I made for her. Tuan Sing also cries when he send goodbye message to his best friends here.
I can feel the air is full of sorrow.
I hate this feeling, it's the same as I left my ns camp last time.
Why we always need to depart with those we already get closed?
I don't understand.
May be I won't be understand forever.
Because I don't want to know the answer...
Here I come to the corner of my life, the corner to another stage of my life.
I am no longer a student.
I am no longer depend on my parents.
When I start working, they are the one who depend on me.
I wish to get a great job so that I could have a great life!
After my financial is stable, I wish I can go travel around the world.
I wish I can fulfill my dreams.
Whatever dreams I have.
Wish me good luck!
Now is 2.30a.m, I will be leaving here in seven hours later.
At the seven hours before I leave, many feelings stir together in my heart.
Supposed I be very happy and can't wait to leave this jungle, but when the moment really came, the feeling is different from what I have expected before.
I am feeling sad and reluctant to leave my friends here.
Soo Huah just message told me that she cries after watch the video I made for her. Tuan Sing also cries when he send goodbye message to his best friends here.
I can feel the air is full of sorrow.
I hate this feeling, it's the same as I left my ns camp last time.
Why we always need to depart with those we already get closed?
I don't understand.
May be I won't be understand forever.
Because I don't want to know the answer...
Here I come to the corner of my life, the corner to another stage of my life.
I am no longer a student.
I am no longer depend on my parents.
When I start working, they are the one who depend on me.
I wish to get a great job so that I could have a great life!
After my financial is stable, I wish I can go travel around the world.
I wish I can fulfill my dreams.
Whatever dreams I have.
Wish me good luck!
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